[And one more 4-in-1 for the next day and then I'm done with the challenge and can go on to writing actual stories! Can I get a shazzam! :D]
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel happy, in great detail
What makes you happy, what happens when you are happy, are you happy often, what do you do to get happy if you’re not
Seriously, I'm super easy to please. I'm pretty much content with the life I have now, and if I ever get unhappy, just offer me ice cream. Or leave me alone.
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
• What makes you sad, what happens when you’re sad, are you sad often, what do you do to make yourself feel better
I don't get sad much either. I probably sound like a machine or something, but I'm not a person who will get sad for myself, if that makes any sense at all. I will get sad for other people, if they have less than me, or something happened to them. But if, for example, I happen to fail at something in life, or get my heart broke or something, I won't allow myself to be sad for more than a day. It's more disappointment than sad anyway, so I'll just throw myself into work or school or anything that will keep things off my mind. Christie says that I'm just running away from my problem and using work to numb my pain, but I think I'm just channeling that negative energy into a more positive place. And it's not like I don't return back to normal after a while.
And I'm also pretty useless when it comes to sad movies, or those romantic movies when it's not even sad but touching, I bawl like a friggin BABY. But I can't help it! Overactive tear ducts or something, it's a blessing/curse I've learned to live with.
Day 25 – Your first time, in great detail
• Who was it with, when was it, where was it, was it good, how did it shape your mentality about sex, what happened after with the guy
This is a really... awkward thing for me to talk about, since I'm neither a romantic person nor a particularly affectionate one. My first was, of course, Alex [model= Alex Turner for those who forgot/don't know/generally don't give a shit]. He didn't really shape what I felt about sex, it just happened when it happened. Granted we were both pretty drunk after that crazy halloween party [http://www.polyvore.com/heard_definition_once_happiness_is/set?id=50867286&lid=1554622] but I'm pretty sure neither of us regretted it. Well, I did, because we weren't officially a couple then, and I did the walk of shame after fleeing his apartment the next day. But I guess by the standards I had then, he was pretty good. I can't compare though, because I haven't done the deed with anyone else yet.
Shocking, I know.
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
• What are you afraid of, why, where do they stem from
I am FEARLESS.
No I'm just kidding, I'm a wimp.
I guess the fear with brains started when I was a little kid. My dad dabbled in Neurology and I didn't know that he brought them /home/ as well. That's just disgusting! I suppose there's not much chance I'll get to see them at all in the future, but I'm still deadly afraid of them. Icky things.
I love water and I love swimming but I'm terrifed of the ocean. I try not to show it and I'm actually fine if I don't go too far out. But the idea that it goes on pretty much forever, and the though that I might get swept into it if I'm not careful... Not to mention the sea creatures that can kill people in a heartbeat!
Lastly, I'm also really scared of being alone at night or during a thunderstorm. I'm fine with people or friends, but I just hate being alone under those circumstances. It makes me feel helpless and I hate being helpless.